I can't release it [It's fear inside their bond, the dull, blunt ache of it coupled with the knowledge of inevitability. Of how many Jedi they've lost. Of Obi-Wan's willingness, his belief that Anakin could endure this. And the knowledge that he can't. Won't.]
[ He can feel that fear and helplessness. Obi-Wan does nothing to keep it out, letting it wash into a melting pot of colour with his own quiet grief and guilt. ]
[ the admission feels like two hands around his heart, wringing the blood out. it is worse than it had ever been before; perhaps because he now knows the very specific dread that comes with knowing it is too late. ]
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I do hope I am still speaking to Anakin and not a droid exceptionally good at mimicry.
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It feels better to have some transparency between us
To know what is on your mind.
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You're right, it's been a long time
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You can't
It isn't fair to ask this of me
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And I have regretted it ever since.
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[It's fear inside their bond, the dull, blunt ache of it coupled with the knowledge of inevitability. Of how many Jedi they've lost. Of Obi-Wan's willingness, his belief that Anakin could endure this. And the knowledge that he can't. Won't.]
And I know that I should
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What is preventing you?
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Decide that I can just let you die?
I can't
Especially not when we've accepted so many losses already. Losses you know we could have prevented.
If following orders or obeying the Council mean sacrificing you one day, the way it meant betraying Ahsoka
How could I?
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[ the admission feels like two hands around his heart, wringing the blood out. it is worse than it had ever been before; perhaps because he now knows the very specific dread that comes with knowing it is too late. ]
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But if you had to
You could
You would find a way